Secret Nr. 6: Being wasted still satisfies me more than reaching my goals.

Dear children,
Don't grow up.
It's a trap.


How come, that the years fly by faster the older you get.
That I am still incapable of dealing with money or sticking to my plans. All those things defined adulthood when I was a kid.
They were the reason I always longed for my 18th birthday. I somehow expected a number to make me more capable of dealing with life.
But truth is, I am still stumbling.
There is no secret track to follow which suddenly reveals itself as soon as a person becomes an adult. Nothing changes.
I am still lost most of the time and I don't have a clue where I will end up or what I want.
By now I reached the conclusion that nobody is really good at managing life. Most people are simply very talented at hiding the fact they are just as lost as everybody else.